i hate myself

three days didnt go to school dy
wednesday i don't really feel like going.
and and thurday i wanted to go
but someone didn't, and so i absent myself for the second day
and now friday i wanted to so badly, but i cannot wake up
and there is nobody to wake me up
i'm late
and i wanted tooooo !
i wanna talk to xiahuei so badly :)

suddenly, i miss my school
i don't know why

but luckily i did my revision for these three days
i finished my biology!
hahhahha.

i still love you :)

thank you

hey it's me again
hahhaha
of course it's me, it's mua blog verd
silly me XD
hmmm. i absent from school today
i'm studying mua biology again.
got to finish whole chapter today
i can do it :)

and btw...
i found out that you don't need me anymore
that is probably a brilliant idea for you
hmm, i can never regret now
i know you are my past
and you are going to be my past
so never look back

i'm looking forward to my new target
i wonder who will be next?
hahahahha
oh yea
and never say never
don't give up on anything you love


i'm just so random
oh god!
thanks for giving me a kidney when i was a baby
if not, the day after i was born, i will probably be dead
so let's say a prayer tonight
and thanks to our god
that HE gave us a kidney on the very first day :)

and i love you
because you taught me how to be brave
you told me to be tough
and never shed a tear even there is nobody who can help
i realised the road to my future is still very long
i used to be very weak once
but now, im a tough girl
i believe in myself
i know that somehow, i will succeed

i like you :D

my day in school goes on smoothly until wong xia huei heard who i like
this is mainly her fault to hear what i just mentioned
hahahaha
she said she knew about it at last
and and wanna know more about it
so i told them
i don't actually like you
i just admires you
i don't know why
you are too attractive
gahhh!
i still miss you laaa
how can i get you out of mua head?
my friend shas said i'm getting a sinus
sinus is not a serious disease
just something to do with nasal cavity
yea, i'm ill
very sick of sneezing and mucus in mua nose
yucks. but i have to breathe to survive
btw, i still love every part of mua body

hey boy, i like you :D



*ah phua...
( i don't know why i write your name here, i just feel like writing it)

webcam with mua daddy

heheheh. this is mua daddy. he smiles like me :) because i asked him to do so. i miss him :'(
i laugh and feel like crying at the same time. gahhh!

biologyy :D

i dont know why eh
i love biology a lot.
i can remember things about biology but not chemistry and all
hahahha
anyway, i miss your smile again
you have a very cute face
btw, i'm going to school in 5minutes by bus.
damn sleepy laaa
i wanna stay at home
it's better for me to be at home than going to school
i do nothing in school but talking talking and talking
haih
hate muaself.
btw, i still miss you now.
got to go.
chiaoooss :D

gahhh !

hey hey hey
im here guys
hees.
i ate mcd just now
my mouth hurts a lot
cause there is ulcer in mua mouth
damnnn pain i tell you
eventhough it isnt that big
but then it's still pain
im afraid of the pain
i gargled salt water these days
but it doesnt seem to get well
haih
maybe the intake of water i took was really a few
hmmm, i miss you :)
lalallalla.
imma bored
kay la everybody
i got to go :)
buhbyeeee mua friends

lazy and also hardworking

It's been so long since my last update. I'm always doing great as i know, and i must. My exams aren't very long away. hmm, my spm trials. i hate it when i wanted to study and im lazy to do so. gahhh! i just dont know what i wanted all these while. im too lazy to do everything. and i found out that my nose ain't good for dust. everytime i suck in dust, i'll definitely sneeze and also blowing out mucus. that is why imma lazy person. mua mum said i dont do chores. that is not mua attitude actually. hees. im kind of hardworking. you can ask mua friends. hehehe. oh yea! how's everybody doing? :D hope everyone does fineeee. please be noted that im kind of lazy to update my blog too. hehehehhe.

i'm not even 17 in your eyes. am i that tiny? i need my freedom now.