oh susannah :)

This was the song i played for the whole day yesterday. i'm a beginner. hees. so dont laugh kay? oh yea & more to come!


The only one i wanted to love has goneeeeee. so far away. ahhh!
And oh yea. I kinda miss you now. Off to studies. Buhbyeee :)

back at one

i was like counting every seconds but then it all gone back to one.
ahhhh! 
it's fading btw. 
thanks to you and your flirtiness. 
muah* 
hundreds and thousands of thankew. 
got to go to study. buhbye again :)


imnevergonnamissyouanymoresinceyouneverdidbefore

owh my my. seriously UNBELIEVABLE!
continue with my studies now. bye.

i know you are the only one who believes me

i looked so cacated! i took a picture of mine again. to show that i really studied. it's not easy to stick your butt on your chair for so many hours you know? i'm doing my sejarah homework and i felt so bored and therefore i'm here updating a post about me. hees. i did a lot of questions on addmaths today in school. and yay, i went to school. and guess what? i did not make a joke today. i just smiled and never laughed. weirdo. hmm. i skipped mr.king's tuition today because my mom ain't feeling well and so i had to ( seriously HAD TO ) change to tuesday's class. not on purpose okay?! and so and so believes that i'm pregnant. that was just a joke i told but how come you thought that i can have a baby hah?! living in my uterus somemore. burden to me la dei! and so and so i just got shocked because you believed! i miss your face so suddenly. give it to me now! oh yea. i promised myself not to miss you so much. i'm so sorry :(

hardwork pays

i studied thru day and night. and the time was the only thing accompanying me everyday.

having you here is all i need now. i'm so bored alone. owh yea and btw, i'm with my addmaths. a very difficult subject but i'll try to love it like i never did before because i hate calculations and yes it explains everything. hmm. guess what? i'm not gon skip school tmrw if i manage to wake up on time. i miss school somehow. hahahaha. i went tesco with my mom, to buy myself an alarm clock and you know what? i can never get up even there's an alarm beside me. so i need TWO of em just to wake me up. aww. im so pig. hahhaha. okay. i got to keep up my hardwork on studies. buhbye.

i miss you.

i'll never forget things we had done together. thanks for all the memories you gave. i'll always remember you. but we got to keep moving on and you will always be in my heart. you took this picture and i had my first beer with you. whatever it takes, you already are my past. i'll never look back and thank you so much for everything. im glad that i was yours. you gave me a lot of happiness. every memories we had, i'll keep it as a photograph. goodbye my past and HELLO my present!

i had an absolutely wonderful night yesterday. i remember how i used to sing to you to keep you company so that you can sleep well. awww. i miss everything we said together. and i know you will never hurt me. don't worry. i'll wait :) and btw, im missing you now. so much.

why la you wanna study so much? you made me feel guity towards myself. okay so now i'll promise not to online so much because i don't wanna failed my trials. please help me my nerves. just don't go to facebook.com and also twitter.com. thankyousomuchforthat.

you are everything i have

as long as you are happy, i'm happy.
what i did was just to make you smile my dear.


i skipped school today.
i wanna stay at home and stick to my book after this post.
and of course
i wanted to be at home
i'm lazy
hahahahha !


i miss you so much now.
how i wish that you are here with me right now.
i need hugsss :(

you can make a change but you won't.

I skipped school again. I was half dead last night. I could barely open my eyes wide and big. I was so sleepy in biology class. Nearly fell asleep. But what can i do more to study more? LOL. This is the only choice for me to stay up and study. Trials are real close. I can never missed a thing during the exams. I'm too stressed-up. Ahhh! I feel like dying. FML man. 
I miss you so much now. Why aren't you here with me? I need your care. You said you will be there for me whenever i needed you but now, you ain't here. I can never change you.
Alright! I got to go and stick to my physics now. Not gonna play so much nowadays. You can only see me with my books and no others.
Buhbye. It's time for me to go.
Principle of conservation of momentum... It's 19th today. Few more days then it's the first day of august. OMFGOSHHH! Ahhhhh!

I need your hugs :(

I found myself live my life meaninglessly without you guys. You all gave me too much of laughters <3 I'll never ever forget those days we used to hang around together in school. Friendship are never meant to be forever but memories will. Treassure our time for being together. I love you my friends :) 

It's 4 in the morning

I stayed up for my studies the whole night.
I'm going school at 5 in the morning.
Reach home by 3 afternoon.
Going mano at 4.30 pm and king's at 7.45pm.
I can only sleep at 10.30 tonight.
Whao!
I'm a supergirl!

i'll promise not to hurt you like what others did to you :)

i need em'

it's been awhile since i updated my blog and now im gonna update it. awww. someone's been so sweet to me last night. i don't know what had happened actually but then i'm gonna trust you anyway. can i love you more and more? i really had a wonderful night. it was awesome. you sang to me when i'm down. that was what i really wanted. whatever it is, i'll understand you more day by day. no matter what, i'll smile for you. 




xoxo & maybe gonna be on lips :)

nothing will ever happen . i'm just being positive.

one unbelievable night

i had a very very bad and painful night
it was very hot last night and , my leg cramped.
nearly cried but no one cares about me :(
and i got no transport to school.
no one answer my calls
and you went to bed early.
awww, i really wanted to go.
to see how are you doing there
to just have a peep on how you gonna answer every single question
and to give you support whenever you needed em'
but everything's too late :(
i can only simply give a "HAIH" to myself
whatever and nothing can change
i'm just gonna catch some breathe
and life moves on again......
oh yea.
and i believe that i did not wear a black panties eh.
not even a black shirt or shorts
hmmm. is it because of my black hair?
so how come i gone thru so much of bad luck last night?
i wonder why.


i miss you la somebody :'(

The man i wanted all these while :)

I really love it when a guy will come to me and tell me that i'm pretty or cute or even beautiful.
It gives me a feeling that people actually likes me and i'm one of the girls around that they will just use a second to stare at.
I admire peoples who look attractive and i adore the peoples who have everything they wished.
Seriously i wanted to be more than what i am right now.


I love it when a guy can sing and also play musical instruments to me.
Write me a song once in awhile just to give me a little surprise.
They are so ramdomly awesome and so purely romantic.
I wanted a guy to love me and be loyal to me.
I love to be happy.
I don't like crying.
Wish to have a guy who melts my heart.
I hope that a guy will continue loving me although i don't look so prefect.
I love the guy who isn't afraid that the whole world will know that we are together.
I hate a guy who dump me aside whenever he wants.
I need a guy who can protect me.
I hope to be someone's special girl someday.
I love the guy who can make me laugh all the time.
That can fool and play with me.
Play me songs when i feel so sleepy and whenever i wanted to.
Give me surprises everytime.
And i'm definitely the girl who love romance.
I wish he does to.
A tall good looking guy will do.
I want a guy who treats me very good and never scold me for some minor things
I wish that a guy can teach me everything that i don't know.
Awww. Having a guy like that, I'll die for him.




I really hope that my dream may come true eh.
Okay I am dreaming too much <3

I'm a stupid person :)

I'll remain silent eventhough i don't feel too good. Nowdays i feel so moodless and wanna give a "haihhh" to peoples around me. It's the open day today in smc and i'm not going though. My mum isn't interested in taking my report card and all the comments about me. So yea. I'm at home the whole day. Studied a lil bit but still so blur about it. Addmaths and also biology. I love everything and crazy about everything. So what can i do to study more? What am i gonna do for my trials. I wanna get good results but see, Im a lazy bug and infected with those blurry dreams i had every night that made me feel so confused about everything. Ahhh. I wanna shout out loud seriously. Actually I've got a lot of stuff wanna share with you but there's something wrong somewhere. Hmmm, i don't think we can be or even might be. My dream will still remains a dream. A very beautiful and awesome dream. So thanks for making me feel so happy these few days. You are an awesome friend. Smile and also Laughs.

it's a special day

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIEL PHUA SOON LEE :) 


your favourite colour
how was the surprise? i hope it works. and yea. i feel so sleepy. ahahaha. it's 5.30am la now. people mostly like you are sleeping like a pig. hahhaha. hmm. i write this just to wish you. so yea. that's all.


and i love this awesome song
DON'T YOU WANNA STAY by JASON ALDEAN :)

I fell too deep :'(

I'm always me since I can be nobody else. I don't really know why you wanna talk bad about me. Am i that bad to you? Of course it wasn't my dignity but yours :) Hey, i felt so great after our talk. You actually cared about me eh. I still remember what you told me, and it made me feel so happy everytime. I will never forget that day and and also your cute face. >< I won't care :)

Back to whatever i wanna say, i love you. and yea, i do, so what? hahhahahha.
I still remember our first everything. and i will never forget how you used to do everything that made me laughed so bad.

Whatever it takes, it is also a part of my life.
I'm happy to say that you are my friend.
I smiled everytime i think of you.
and it gave me a really weird feeling.
I fell too deep :'(
Save me please.

am i that bad to everybody?

:(

laugh laugh laugh

hello :)
i actually wish stuff everyday
i don't know why.
i just feel that i'm not actually what i wanted all these while
hmmm. i'm feeling so bored now
someone went webcaming, and i'm here finding someone to talk to
who's that lucky human huh?
hahahahha.
shhh. secret. XD




ah phua. you are so perverted and also HAMSUP !
lalalalalal
i purposely wanna make you feel bad about this
alallala




i went to my school today
for the programme 1murid 1sukan
hmmm. i thought that we should run very very far
but then it was just a few metres.
and also just for a short 5minutes eh
really laugh out loud with meiyee
=.="
made me bring my handkerchief for nothing eh
and i'm so super duper proud of our netball team members
they really did a very good job in defeating other classes
hahahahahah
although we only got the second placing but not bad for the first year
LOL.




you wanna know who i had a crush on?
why don't you guess?
it's very near to you.
and and very funny and sotplak guy.
hahhahahah.




kay that's all for today
got to go :)
byeeeee !