have been doing a lot stuff lately. i got to know a lot of people this month. you are always the one i refer to everytime i'm down. i'll never tell you how i feel. because i'm afraid that you're not going to accept it and so yeah. i prefer not to. this is the first time i treated someone so nicely on a bike! i miss that moment anyway. and of course, you are definitely out of my mind. it's been so many months. anyway, should i celebrate my birthday this year? i'd celebrated all my birthdays with you. it's the past. now, i wanted a change. AHHH. i need a birthday celebration. ANYONE?