have been doing a lot stuff lately. i got to know a lot of people this month. you are always the one i refer to everytime i'm down. i'll never tell you how i feel. because i'm afraid that you're not going to accept it and so yeah. i prefer not to. this is the first time i treated someone so nicely on a bike! i miss that moment anyway. and of course, you are definitely out of my mind. it's been so many months. anyway, should i celebrate my birthday this year? i'd celebrated all my birthdays with you. it's the past. now, i wanted a change. AHHH. i need a birthday celebration. ANYONE?

my life is full of laughters :)

im going to watch johnny english later. wheee. i'm going out with my best best buddy, hyj :) hhahhaha. i tried out some dresses yesterday. i saw one dress, twas kind of cute. so yeah. i'm buying it. 70bucks only verd. neway, it will be awesome with a ribbon-shaped belt, buying it too. i miss yesterday. laughed too much. played too much and walked too much. and now, muscles ache. pain like mad cow!

IT'S KIND OF UNBELIEVABLE THAT IT'S GOING TO BE MY BIRTHDAY IN ANOTHER 31 DAYS! I CAN'T WAIT FOR IT.

ahhhhh. going out later :)

omgosh. are you one stalker anyway? i know who am i. actually, i am growing up. wheee. neway, i don't judge. i'm not a judger. so yeah. you get your life tooo. pretty little stalker. owh, did i mention pretty? oppsyyy!

neway, i got an A for my malay paper. WHOOTS! loving it. and i feel like going to YOUR college next year. so yeah. wheee.

i can sleep so well these days. i know YOU can't :) i'm with my big big smile now. i'm so glad and happy to see you stalking on me! :)

PEOPLE. im only seventeen. i don't talk right sometimes. so yeah. immature thinking. so why do you even care what i've said? immature!

i know i did one awesome decision.

i love to see how you and her got into a fight! i smiled more. wheeee. i can't believe you look more disgusting when you are with her. luckily i dumped you! yesh you were my everything but now, shit you. muahahah. i threw away all our pictures, i don't even want to look at them. owh yeah and your girl, luckily she's not even better than me. woohoo. i feel so happy now seriously.



i'm taking back all my words that i've said the other day, yeejin. hahahha. i won't be so stupid anymore!

wheeee! i can sleep so well last night. maybe because of that call. hahaha. twas awesome neway :) glad to have a talk with you every night before bed, i really need that thou :) ahhh, imysm :) but dylm?

you will never know how much i missed you lately. i couldn't sleep at night. even when i really fell asleep, some nightmares will wake me up eventually and suffers again to sleep sometimes i really wanted to cry myself to bed but my tears just won't flow down. i'm not sad enough. i just MISS you. it's going to be three months without you but i just couldn't let go that feeling. all i want is just, calling you every night before going to bed, text you everyday, and share with you my secrets. that's all im asking from you. i told myself not to think about you, but my fucked-up mind just doesn't seems to bother. My gosh. you are bugging my life. I hope that i can do it without you. I always say that i'm letting you go. but will i? that's seriously a question!