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cried for the whole night. i know so well that i am not the first one who gets to sit your new car. your words poke me hard in my heart. i'm all awake. i was so cold last night. facing the fan alone. the blowing wind slapped me hard on my face. woke me up. i shouldn't be so stupid to fall in love again. yeah you were right. i don't need anyone to fill in my emptiness. i can be alone even if the sky is falling down. i'm not as weak as it seemed to be. better still, i have bunch of friends. never mind, time can fade love. i love you dp but you love jelly. i'm moving on. on the other hand, i'm letting you go at last. the very moment i saw you were so afraid to lost her, my heart aches again, seriously. it dawn on me that i wasn't the one you want anymore. i will leave. i'm not gonna be there to take care of you, let her replace me. you said so much of stuff about her, i was jealous. but now, i'm smiling for you. good luck to you lzt and be prepared for everything. i'll always love you, as a very good friend.