my heart aches :(

I'm going to deactivate my facebook account. I'm not gonna online until my spm is over. I maybe will update my blog. I wasnt feeling so right last night. My heart aches :( I wanted to burst out my tears but It couldnt come out. I felt so lonely. I rolled on my bed until past midnight. I supposed to sleep at eleven thirty. I texted you, No replies. I know you are probably asleep. I wanted to tell you everything but you stopped me. I hate waiting seriously. I just don't know what to do. You are all i ever wanted. I guess we are not meant to be anyway. I miss you now. There's no where else for me to express my feelings, only here. For you, leinad :'(


On the other hand, I know you don't love me that much dy. and when I told you im sad, you gave me no reaction and all i wanted is just some comfort. but did you give me? No you didnt. I hate you law zhen theng. I'm so sorry that we seriously cannot be friends. I'm too invisible for you. I'm so sorry :'(